another journalish

[markgreyblue]

ok - about half an hour later and a starbucks to the right of me -

i wanted to say hi again to the names and friends i see and tell you the smiles i feel when i see each of your ids

the question or persistent idea at this time is that i wish i could have all the answers already -

i think that in part this is the sadness of life -

for me - that inept feeling -

but really i think i am doing well -

and i believe we are all doing great here -

truly -

we are survivors - we are conquerers -

for myself - i am seeing more - and more - the realistic - perhaps not limiting though -
framework in which to set aspirations -

i dunno - i mean - some say - oh you are so talented -

but reality says - no one is hiring me -

so a framework in which to set my expectation -

will give me - some sense of a problem i can fix -
knowingly - with assurance of a sort -
but i will see this as stone to leap to the next - and grab a branch then and then a tree top!



have a great super morning - day and week

((((big hugs)))))

love,
mark