Angry and sad

Angry and sad
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crisispoint

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Just posted how my childhood abuse started. Combine that and what happened this morning and I'm a sad, tired, angry man.

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Sometimes it's hard to imagine how badly my life was screwed up by the abuse. That I've worked hard and made progress is great, but it shouldn't have had to be this hard.

It shouldn't have for any of us.

I'll be up again later, I know. I just want to be down for a while.

Scot
 
Hey Scot - We all get down time. I sometimes use that time for writing, getting in touch with emotions, gettinmg them down on paper to return to later. NO! It shouldn't have happened to us! But I find personally I am a lot stronger as a result. There are life obstacles I seem to face and conquer better than some of my non-abused peers!

You're a good man, Scot! You can't keep a good man down! See ya' when you're up!!

Howard
 
Originally posted by crisispoint:

Sometimes it's hard to imagine how badly my life was screwed up by the abuse. That I've worked hard and made progress is great, but it shouldn't have had to be this hard.
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I can understand that some Scot. It scares me sometime, how f*cked up my head is, my reactions are, my thoughts, my ideas of so much is based on the first 18 years of my life. It is depressing and frustrating to me. And yes, is should NOT have to be this hard. It should NOT have to be us at all who is doing all this work. But unfortunately, that is how it is. Allow yourself to feel angry, or sad, or both. Both are emotions YOU have at the time, and because YOU are valid and worthy, so are they. Please be good to yourself.

Leosha
 
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