Angered, then sickened (TW, feelings of isolation)
Kenneth Henderson
Registrant
After I was r***d at the age of 13, nobody seemed to care, or believe me, it was easy to believe I was making this up, or trying to get attention.
The worst part was not only did my family not support me, my own mother refused to believe, accept, or acknowledge what happened, even after I told her my stepfather, who recently married my mother, insisted that I touch his penis, to the point of physically taking my hand, and placing it on his member.
We very rarely if we talk about that at all, but what was worse was a few years later, in 1990 she asked me regarding my r**e, "You weren't really raped were you?"
When I told her infacticly YES, she responded by saying "Well if that was the case, the only thing I can say is, he should have finished the job and put you out of yours, and my misery by killing you."
I became violently sick, all I could do was run into the bathroom to vomit.
Over the years I often wonder am I being overly sensitive, or are my reactions understandable? I still wonder some 30 years later.
The worst part was not only did my family not support me, my own mother refused to believe, accept, or acknowledge what happened, even after I told her my stepfather, who recently married my mother, insisted that I touch his penis, to the point of physically taking my hand, and placing it on his member.
We very rarely if we talk about that at all, but what was worse was a few years later, in 1990 she asked me regarding my r**e, "You weren't really raped were you?"
When I told her infacticly YES, she responded by saying "Well if that was the case, the only thing I can say is, he should have finished the job and put you out of yours, and my misery by killing you."
I became violently sick, all I could do was run into the bathroom to vomit.
Over the years I often wonder am I being overly sensitive, or are my reactions understandable? I still wonder some 30 years later.