Anger
I have always have written poems about how I felt. I have only shared them with my wife. I wrote one on anger. I have always been tempermental since I can remember. I experienced SA at 5. Last week I started to wonder what I was like before SA at age 5.
Anger is the monster I didnt know I had inside of me.
The intensity of it seems insurrmountable
It surges...
I don't want to be angry,
I guess I have no choice..
The anger was forced there while I was unaware
of the damage done..
Now I must solve this puzzle so it is I who will claim victory,
and rid myself of your memory,reclaiming my destiny..
I will dig in the dirt and do the work and rid myself of anger that wasnt mine..
Because the love inside me has no room for the anger, my soul is kind..
Anger is the monster I didnt know I had inside of me.
The intensity of it seems insurrmountable
It surges...
I don't want to be angry,
I guess I have no choice..
The anger was forced there while I was unaware
of the damage done..
Now I must solve this puzzle so it is I who will claim victory,
and rid myself of your memory,reclaiming my destiny..
I will dig in the dirt and do the work and rid myself of anger that wasnt mine..
Because the love inside me has no room for the anger, my soul is kind..