And the punches keep rolling in...

And the punches keep rolling in...
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Grunty1967b

Registrant
Im having a bad week or so. Ive come into another depth of my recovery and all sorts of things are now triggering me that never used to. Before, I was aware of being affected but now that awareness has turned into full-on in your face emotional turmoil.

The days seem to roll on without me feeling any better. I hate this stage.
 
As they say in boxing circles "roll with those punches" (easier said than done I know) and stay close to the board Grunty, weve all been there PM me if you wish.

Kirk
"Lets grab this bull by the horns and swing it about a bit"
 
Grunty,

I recognize that place you're in. Been there. It got to the place where I learned to look beyond the emotional trumoil to the root cause. It wasn't as easy as I thought it should be. Thanks to this place I gained the tools to do that. Stay close.

Lots of love,

John
 
Hang in there, OK? It's amazing how much we have to deal with. We've got the weight of 30 years on our backs and we have to carry the same weight everybody else does--working, family, the yard. It's a wonder any of us do as well as we do. I admire your courage to keep working on this stuff.

(((((Grunty)))))

Take care of yourself.
 
Grunty,

step back from it if you can.
A memory that I cannot confront hit me a few weeks back, and it made me feel so vulnerble.

It was like I was 13yo and in so much shit, that I didnt know any way out of it, and it hurt real bad, mean it.

At least I knew the trigger, but the trigger is still there but I have some control over it.
Still freaks me out that triggers can do that.

Life is a lot safer than we perceived as little boys who never had a way of protecting ourselves,

ste
 
Grunty,

Like others I will say the most important thing is to hang in there. This isn't necessarily a setback my friend. As we heal we gain strength and are ready for new challenges. If these challenges seem more difficult, well, that's because we have moved forward to the point where we can face them.

Talk about your difficulties here if you can, and I hope you will raise them with your T. This is all par for the course; it's NOT a failing or collapse on your part.

Much love,
Larry
 
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