An update
Liam
Registrant
Hi Guys
Thanks so much for all the support you all have shown me during the last few years. I couldn't have done it without you. I wondered if some of you were wondering what happened to me. Well i am back in the States and i am also seeing a really great and professional Psychotherapist. It has done me a great deal of good. I am disovering areas of myself i did not knew excist before. Yes it is tiresome at times. After my first session i left the office and burst out crying. Non stop for about fifteen minutes. I did not care what anyone thought. Its like all hell broke loose and for a few weeks i did not even know myself anymore. I felt like i were loosing it and those who really knew me endorse those feelings. The good news is that i have made it this far and i feel a lot better than i ever did before. I realized a lot of tragic and sad stuff. I accepted the rape and violence i suffered. I embrace the pain and believe that i can do this - that i can make it - that i can feel whole again. Its diffucult yes but far more worth than i imagined. Thanks to all of you who encouraged me to take these steps and for everyone who wrote - encouraged - challenged and even judged me. I couldn't have done it without you guys. I am sincerely thankfull. I know where i have been - i am not sure of what i will become but i am hopefull that all this will only make me stronger and more equipped to face life down the road. My professor told me that i am a warrior and even if its hard to see at times - i will pick up my sword and fight for the freedom and innocence i have lost. I am greatfull.
thanks
Thanks so much for all the support you all have shown me during the last few years. I couldn't have done it without you. I wondered if some of you were wondering what happened to me. Well i am back in the States and i am also seeing a really great and professional Psychotherapist. It has done me a great deal of good. I am disovering areas of myself i did not knew excist before. Yes it is tiresome at times. After my first session i left the office and burst out crying. Non stop for about fifteen minutes. I did not care what anyone thought. Its like all hell broke loose and for a few weeks i did not even know myself anymore. I felt like i were loosing it and those who really knew me endorse those feelings. The good news is that i have made it this far and i feel a lot better than i ever did before. I realized a lot of tragic and sad stuff. I accepted the rape and violence i suffered. I embrace the pain and believe that i can do this - that i can make it - that i can feel whole again. Its diffucult yes but far more worth than i imagined. Thanks to all of you who encouraged me to take these steps and for everyone who wrote - encouraged - challenged and even judged me. I couldn't have done it without you guys. I am sincerely thankfull. I know where i have been - i am not sure of what i will become but i am hopefull that all this will only make me stronger and more equipped to face life down the road. My professor told me that i am a warrior and even if its hard to see at times - i will pick up my sword and fight for the freedom and innocence i have lost. I am greatfull.
thanks
