wow crazy even with only one period in that entire paragraph that epistle made perfect sense. i think you should be entered into the guiness book of world records for writing the longest run on sentence in history. :crazy:
speaking of sentences, it sounds to me as if you are living one out in this relationship with your partner.
i can only vouch for myself but i too understand what it is like to be in a relationship with an emotionally needy partner who thinks the answer is sex. and the big problem with that is that is feels like abuse all over again. when i am in any kind of situation where someone is demanding anything of me for their satisfaction, i immediately go into defensive mode, because the other person appears as a perpetrator in relentless pursuit.
i honestly don't know what to tell you about this relationship, but from reading what you wrote about her behavior, it feels very toxic.
maybe it is time to take a breather.
keep the faith bro,
ron