Hello my friend,
I do not believe you are insane! You are dealing with a lot of really tuff stuff and because of that your feelings are Warranted. I remeber many times going through this process feeling so many things and crazy was one of them. Trust your feelings my friend and let yourself feel them this is part of the process of recovery. Keep talking about them. Explain more what you are feeling. Use this board to your advantage. There are many people on this board going through or have already been through what you are experiencing that want to help so please with every part of my being I beg you to keep talking and sharing with us what you are going through. I promise it will pay off in the end. Your friend,
malidin41