Alone in my mind

[Tryingtolive]

A memory fades
As time quickly erases.
I'm Growing distant.
Further and further away I go.
Day to day.
A memory is blurry.
Enthusiasm pretended.
Damn it's hard to concentrate.
A certain place I go.
A memory erased.
The good and the bad.
No escape.
Slowly losing it.
A memory created
My imagination
Dreamy state
Peaceful
Alone in my thoughts
The light shines my darkness fades.
Memory's always jaded
Alone in my mind
A clear sky
Hid behind so many dark clouds.
I wish I could I just present myself.
Remove the pain.
Replace with joy.
Always tense
Must protect.
What's on my mind.