A year ago...
Exactly a year ago (6th March 2005) my boyfriend flew to Ireland to his dad death aniversary.
From the very first day he felt something had changed in him and returned devastated, depressed, anxious, extremely sad, lost, angry,confused, feeling lonely...
It was the beginning of a long and difficult jorney for both of us but especially for him. He faced many nightmares, memories, flashbacks, triggers and depressions. He fought darkness, loneliness and confussion... to gain himself, to find himself.
Today is a special day for us cause we can look back at last year with a smile on our faces...with the strenght and the confidence gained after overcoming and defeating a huge huge obstacle...together.
We are together and we are happy...Just want to say to all survivors and partners who are trying hard that there is a way, it is difficult and sometimes is hidden, it is confussing, long, dark and dangerous but once is walked, hand by hand... then nothing is the same again.
Helena
From the very first day he felt something had changed in him and returned devastated, depressed, anxious, extremely sad, lost, angry,confused, feeling lonely...
It was the beginning of a long and difficult jorney for both of us but especially for him. He faced many nightmares, memories, flashbacks, triggers and depressions. He fought darkness, loneliness and confussion... to gain himself, to find himself.
Today is a special day for us cause we can look back at last year with a smile on our faces...with the strenght and the confidence gained after overcoming and defeating a huge huge obstacle...together.
We are together and we are happy...Just want to say to all survivors and partners who are trying hard that there is a way, it is difficult and sometimes is hidden, it is confussing, long, dark and dangerous but once is walked, hand by hand... then nothing is the same again.
Helena