a new solace

[markgreyblue]

this is an odd post -

but

i realize now - as bizarre as this seems -

as my parents didn't really raise me -

- but the solace i can see out there - is that

i can be wary by the experience i had -

but not controlled by it -

i know for the most part out there -

i have met - really wonderful strong and good people -

my father is a socio path -

who doesn't see anything of love or grace -

- so i was pained by his limitation

but now - i can only say - i can be wary of those like him -

it's like the radar - has that program added -

but also the good ones too -

it's amazing how as a child - i would talk to and seek out the good giving people to talk

of what life is -

and yet the confusing part of going to others not so -

now I think - I am more aware of this --

i am

consoled

and wisened - and forward looking

m

 

[roadrunner]

Mark,

I see what you mean, and it's surprising how often it happens that a kid raised in a dysfunctional family still manages to grow up with strong values and principles of his own. Guys like that should look back with special pride at what they have achieved.

Much love,
Larry