I don’t know if it’s OCD, DID or what. I do know it’s really confusing. I have this feeling when I travel alone, driving long distances, that I don’t really exist. Maybe that’s part of this.
So I noticed that I’m not being triggered by the gender stuff. I’m not really happy about being male, but I feel like “whatever.” Then I think, I must have had some degree of healing. Then lamenting the possibility that I’m not trans.
What is wrong with me?