I lose myself all the time--not the way to lose oneself--dissociation with fugues. My fear is once I begin to try to lose myself I am truly gone, where and what happens never to be known. For me I need to find myself without the part that wants to be lost. Sadly, people push me to wanting to leave, to not be me.
I am sorry my thoughts are so different--I wish I could escape and still be here.
Kevin