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Jake,
that's terrible what you had to go through, what your uncle and those other scumbags put you through. It makes sense that your seven year old mind would try to explain it some way, try to make the best of it. Pretending they were caring for you was a good way to get through the situation.
Your post wasn't too long. post more if you want. We're here for you, brother.
Take care.
that's terrible what you had to go through, what your uncle and those other scumbags put you through. It makes sense that your seven year old mind would try to explain it some way, try to make the best of it. Pretending they were caring for you was a good way to get through the situation.
Your post wasn't too long. post more if you want. We're here for you, brother.
Take care.
Jake,
your posting had a haunting,stabbing authenticity to it that almost made me want to scream and reach through this screen to throttle those bastards. Good on you that you survived those creeps. That night sky that you look up at ... believe me, its smiling down on you. Just look for the V for victory constellation. Peace, Andrew
your posting had a haunting,stabbing authenticity to it that almost made me want to scream and reach through this screen to throttle those bastards. Good on you that you survived those creeps. That night sky that you look up at ... believe me, its smiling down on you. Just look for the V for victory constellation. Peace, Andrew
Jake, I am very sorry for what those people and your uncle put you through, I couldn't read the whole post and for that I am sorry, I am just inda sensitive to things that can be triggering. It is great that you survived all this hell, and are still surviving. You may not be able to sleep well at night, but you have survived and are strong, and you will continue to survive, and just remember the beauty you see in the sky is a reflection of the beauty and strength in your heart.
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MrDon
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Jake,
That sucks... you reminded me of the times I couldn't sleep because I would awake at night thinking my father was standing in the room over my bed. It was as real to me as it could get even though he wasn't actually there. One night I got so pissed off and angry that I screamed and yelled at him and told him to get the fuck out of my place. Of course like I said, he wasn't actually there. I'm sure I probably woke up my neighbors as well. Afterwards I was exhausted but that was the first night that I began to get my nights back.
I'm not sure how this would apply to you but it sort of feels like the same kind of thing. Night time was when most of the stuff happened to me and so sometimes still, it can be the roughest part. If there is noise outside, I can't sleep. If I know someone is stirring around the house, I usually can't sleep. Too many things just take me back to those days.
My thoughts are with you...
Don
That sucks... you reminded me of the times I couldn't sleep because I would awake at night thinking my father was standing in the room over my bed. It was as real to me as it could get even though he wasn't actually there. One night I got so pissed off and angry that I screamed and yelled at him and told him to get the fuck out of my place. Of course like I said, he wasn't actually there. I'm sure I probably woke up my neighbors as well. Afterwards I was exhausted but that was the first night that I began to get my nights back.
I'm not sure how this would apply to you but it sort of feels like the same kind of thing. Night time was when most of the stuff happened to me and so sometimes still, it can be the roughest part. If there is noise outside, I can't sleep. If I know someone is stirring around the house, I usually can't sleep. Too many things just take me back to those days.
My thoughts are with you...
Don
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I feel for you! I just want to scream at those moronic bastards... It seems natural that you might be awake and looking up...
I used to sleep for 2 hours a night and I never knew why. Now I know deep in my heart and soul that I need sleep to keep moving forward in this life... because of that I ask myself for that favor...
speak up as much as you need to get it out! I'm here for you to write out as much as you need!
"dawn is the model for painlessness after terror"
I used to sleep for 2 hours a night and I never knew why. Now I know deep in my heart and soul that I need sleep to keep moving forward in this life... because of that I ask myself for that favor...
speak up as much as you need to get it out! I'm here for you to write out as much as you need!
"dawn is the model for painlessness after terror"