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larry your words mean so much...you have such a good way of saying things thanks...i was a workaholic also when i wasnt working i was drunk...i never really thought about it but i never did things for myself..i was in a abusive relationship..i allways put my other one first..now that i am by myself..i am trying to do a little for myself thanks for being you.....steve
 
Welcome to here. I am very sorry that you have need to find yourself here.

I can relate some, to your using career to cover of the past. I think I did the same thing, and did all I could to become best I could at what I do. Part was to ignore the tickle of memories of past things, part was spite, to succeed in spite of what was done to me. Neither I think was most healthy motivation, but it did get me where I am now, and at one point, get me here also.

I hope in time you will learn it is not your blame, not your shame or fault, and that there would be no shame of your sons finding out. But that takes time, to reach that point. I will wish you good luck until then.

Leosha
 
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