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kaceechase
Registrant
GO TO THE CHAT ROOM
Originally posted by Soccer Kid:
I really wish someone was around. I really need to talk. I guess this will work instead.
I'm feeling depressed. Surprise!
I'm not really sure what is causing it. I think it's that I am going to be starting therapy soon and it's scaring me. There are so many things that I really don't want to talk about, and that I really don't want to hear. The thought of someone else analysing my life annoys me. How can someone who hasn't even lived through what I have possibly know what's going on?
I think some other things could be that there is so much that I haven't told anyone that I'm scared if I do tell no one will believe me. I have this really strong desire to talk, but every time I'm presented with the opportunity, I never take it. It's fear. I know it is. I just wish it would go away.
I'm starting school soon too. That could be it, that and the fact that since this is my last semester I need to go talk to a lawyer fast about changing my name legally so my degree reflects the new name...I plan on doing that tomorrow.
I have too much stress in my life. I need a vacation!