100th day - moving on!
Hello again everyone -
sorry I haven't responded to anyone over the last week - I now have kidney stone/s which are being dealt with by medication & medical investigation. *Sometimes can barely move & medication has some interesting side effects. At hospital Monday coming, so this one won't last 34 years.
Have logged on tonight & sitting reading through the posts, it suddenly crossed my mind that I had first sought real help in dealing with my abuse on Dec 18th....JUST CHECKED THE CALENDAR & IT IS EXACTLY 100 DAYS.
Thanks to everyone that has supported me here (although I first came here Dec 31st). I am such a different person now.
To give hope to anyone new here, anyone who is observing the comments but not participating, anyone who just needs hope.
If anyone had asked me on Dec 18th of last year where I would be in 100 days time, I would have responded that my best hope would be to sectioned in a psychiatric hospital.
That is not the case, I still have my 'moments', but I am coping, I am recovering and I am becoming much more assertive at work. My friends see a difference.
I've listened to what my brothers here have told me, I have listened to what my friends have told me.
I AM A GOOD PERSON WITH MUCH TO OFFER.
The kidney stone/s - they hurt like hell when they're moving, but I am trying to think of them as the final act of abuse against my person...they will not defeat me!
We can all claim back our lives (not what has gone, but what is to come)....best wishes ...Rik
sorry I haven't responded to anyone over the last week - I now have kidney stone/s which are being dealt with by medication & medical investigation. *Sometimes can barely move & medication has some interesting side effects. At hospital Monday coming, so this one won't last 34 years.
Have logged on tonight & sitting reading through the posts, it suddenly crossed my mind that I had first sought real help in dealing with my abuse on Dec 18th....JUST CHECKED THE CALENDAR & IT IS EXACTLY 100 DAYS.
Thanks to everyone that has supported me here (although I first came here Dec 31st). I am such a different person now.
To give hope to anyone new here, anyone who is observing the comments but not participating, anyone who just needs hope.
If anyone had asked me on Dec 18th of last year where I would be in 100 days time, I would have responded that my best hope would be to sectioned in a psychiatric hospital.
That is not the case, I still have my 'moments', but I am coping, I am recovering and I am becoming much more assertive at work. My friends see a difference.
I've listened to what my brothers here have told me, I have listened to what my friends have told me.
I AM A GOOD PERSON WITH MUCH TO OFFER.
The kidney stone/s - they hurt like hell when they're moving, but I am trying to think of them as the final act of abuse against my person...they will not defeat me!
We can all claim back our lives (not what has gone, but what is to come)....best wishes ...Rik
