Depression
I am having some serious depression over a health condition. And it makes me crazy. I know I am on a hair-trigger and even though I know it, I have a hard time controlling it.
I am lashing out sometimes at people for the littlest things. And I think it is because I feel vulnerable again. Which was always dangerous. I think that it is because if I am angry enough, people won't hurt me. That if I am a badass I will be safe.
My friends have noticed and even been subjected to it. I am trying my best to control it, but fear is a hard thing to control.
I am lashing out sometimes at people for the littlest things. And I think it is because I feel vulnerable again. Which was always dangerous. I think that it is because if I am angry enough, people won't hurt me. That if I am a badass I will be safe.
My friends have noticed and even been subjected to it. I am trying my best to control it, but fear is a hard thing to control.