Weird Symptoms you blame on CSA... (trigger warnings)
Not sure which forum to place this under. but I have some strange theories that some of my quirky "dislikes" are actually symptoms of my CSA. (Possible PTSD symptoms???)
Examples:
1) Raw Tomatoes - especially cherry tomatoes - the explosion sensation in the mouth seems to be reminiscent of the oral abuse.
2) Cantelope - something about the smell and texture is a major turn off
3) fear of drowning/water up my nose - I freak out whenever this happens (water up the nose) - was MUCH worse as a child.
anyone else have "weird quirks" that they blame on their CSA?? Any advice for mine?? Seems like as I continue on my Healing Journey these symptoms lessen.
Examples:
1) Raw Tomatoes - especially cherry tomatoes - the explosion sensation in the mouth seems to be reminiscent of the oral abuse.
2) Cantelope - something about the smell and texture is a major turn off
3) fear of drowning/water up my nose - I freak out whenever this happens (water up the nose) - was MUCH worse as a child.
anyone else have "weird quirks" that they blame on their CSA?? Any advice for mine?? Seems like as I continue on my Healing Journey these symptoms lessen.